LiVin in HELL

I CANt STAND It Help!!!....arg...im in hell...i really mISs my DEAr!!!!...but i CAnt Tell Ani one...THEy Will Find me Irritating...Help...

Every NItez i Dream About u...

i Wanna HOld yOu And NVEr lEt Go...

...dAEr...i Really MIss u LOtz...

HAix...Its LAte NOw...10.30pm...BUt I GUEss i Dun wanna Stay At Home...

im gOing to East cozz BEach lAter...

iT HAS bEen a While SInce...im alone...And THE PAin is Still AS new as b4...

Why Why Why!~!!!...I Suffering in HEll Every DAy...NOw ALl i CAn do Is to Run AWay...And KEep mYSelf Bz...

Every NITe ArouNd 4am...i Will STArt to Enter HELl...My BOdy iS ShakIng...ScaRed...i Dunnno Why...ARG!!!...

DEAr!!! YOUr the one who said You Wun LEt me Suffer AniMORe...The 1st Time I Was DRop inTO DArKness Your The ONe Who PUll me OUt...

And NOw...im in HEll...

wad u see,may not be wad it is.
u may visual recovery in the mist,it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..

I've lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"its all bullshits on my list..my body n mind's just an empty sHELL ,given up on truths i could NEVER tell..

they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in HELL....